our generation as we know it.

               Most of the time I feel like I'm trying to be someone else. But i really want to take time to myself, to find myself. This generation is full of people trying to be someone else. And there's so many fakers. and frankly its a lot easier to be yourself other than someone your not. Everyone gets a label they get put on them. And I don't want mine to be "preppy",slut,bitch, or popular. I want mine to be "Angela" because i am myself in every single way. Really the world needs to learn to not give a crap. Our generation isn't good because nobody will just be happy. The reason that most people are depressed is because people spend SO much time looking at someone else. And girls that stuff their bras. They do that because there paying attention to other people. Some people think they are fat just because someone else is skinnier than them. Would we really care what we looked like if we knew that nobody else would care. I honestly don't think we should care. I am heaver then most girls but still perfectly healthy. But sometimes i actually like the way I look. Competence is the best kind of make up.Screw the whole "a smile is a girls best makeup" i call bullshit because guys love a girl with a little bit of attitude. They don't care about a fricken smile until they get to know the girl. So honestly people these days have lost them self's in society. So to all those people just playing the part of someone your not. Or are paying way to much time looking at what everyone else looks like or acts like. You can be a lot happier if you stop that. Just go out and have fun. Happiness is a choice. and I really doubt that you want to be sad or depressed. So do yourself a favor and be happy :)      
-Angela

second choice.

honestly, being a second choice, SUCKS!! and i know the feeling of being second choice all to well. my best friend is totally awesome! and i love that about her. the only problem is that she knows that. sometimes its my best friend that makes me feel more like a second choice. a lot of people love her. but when my best friend isn't at school suddenly, i'm important. No! go away! i don't appreciate being a second choice. and as soon as a person becomes fun and popular. everyone wants to be there friend. and don't you dare say "i don't do that" no STFU! everyone dose! oviously there fun to be around so people want to be there friend. people like being with fun people. an i know everyone dose it because even i have done it before. but my point is. sometimes i just want to be more popular so i don't have to be a second choice. but that would mean so many fake friends. i have a ton of good friends. some are becoming a kind of friend i never thought would happen. but really guys i'm am sooo tiered of feeling so betrayed, a second choice or a third-wheel... honestly those are like the same things to me. because they equally suck. anyway there's this other girl my best friend hangs out with a lot! and in a way i feel like i'm being replaced. or a second choice or a third wheel. that's just a little bit of the real world -Angela