second choice.

honestly, being a second choice, SUCKS!! and i know the feeling of being second choice all to well. my best friend is totally awesome! and i love that about her. the only problem is that she knows that. sometimes its my best friend that makes me feel more like a second choice. a lot of people love her. but when my best friend isn't at school suddenly, i'm important. No! go away! i don't appreciate being a second choice. and as soon as a person becomes fun and popular. everyone wants to be there friend. and don't you dare say "i don't do that" no STFU! everyone dose! oviously there fun to be around so people want to be there friend. people like being with fun people. an i know everyone dose it because even i have done it before. but my point is. sometimes i just want to be more popular so i don't have to be a second choice. but that would mean so many fake friends. i have a ton of good friends. some are becoming a kind of friend i never thought would happen. but really guys i'm am sooo tiered of feeling so betrayed, a second choice or a third-wheel... honestly those are like the same things to me. because they equally suck. anyway there's this other girl my best friend hangs out with a lot! and in a way i feel like i'm being replaced. or a second choice or a third wheel. that's just a little bit of the real world -Angela